tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-05:290704 Fast Forwarding Memory To A More Recent One bjewelled 2011-05-18T22:53:35Z tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-05-05:290704:119761 2011-05-18T22:51:41Z 2011-05-18T22:53:35Z public 0 So, in case anyone was watching (and, let's face it, probably no one was), you may have noticed that this journal kinda vanished for a couple of hours. That was due to me switching all the posts to friends-only and going through them one by one and restoring anything to do with my fic to the public-level of security.<br /><br />Main reason for this is irrational, but has become such of a niggle that it's now impossible to ignore. A couple of months ago, I got linked in metafandom for a post I made, and as a result attracted some... not very pleasant attention... and I'll be honest in that the hate mail that I received really shook me. It left me feeling very uneasy about posting in this journal, to the point of not being able to post, well... anything. Not even behind f-lock. I know that it's silly, and that it comes from a bit of an emotional part of me, but I decided after a while that it was ok to pander to myself on this one. So everything's been shoved behind a lock (also on the dreamwidth mirror). If there's something you remember that should desperately be made public, poke me in the comments and I might unlock it, but I make no promises. Also, prod if I know you and I've accidentally left you off my friends list. <br /><br />As I say, though, I'm pretty sure no one's really reading this journal for much other than the fic (I've seen the stats :P) so I'm probably just muttering at the ether here. No great loss on the personal posts, I suppose. ^^<br /><br /><img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=bjewelled&ditemid=119761" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/> comments